i don't know...maybe there is something more like a god or higher energy, whatever. but definetely it's not personalized nor a being for itself. that was a story old thousands of years for people then so they could understand. i strongly believe in myself and althoughi'm a born christian i don't believe in a bible nor in a christ like he walked on a water (walking on a water was a hebrew's fishing ritual, not real walking on a water haha so it was understood incorectly). it just doesn't make sense that life has no point and that only materialistic exists, that would be stupid. also i understand that people believe in god because it's ok and positive, mostly if it gives you strenght when times are tough. what i cannot stand are the religion extremists. and that is mainly what gives a religiona bad reputation. i believe in myself, in my choices and what i do. if you don't make something for yourself, no one else will, that's for sure.